WILL:

There comes a moment, in this ongoing path of remembering, when your old mental behavior disappears. And it feels strange not to think as you used to. It feels like death. Sometimes it brings sadness, and other times it brings frustration. Because you want to “solve” things with the ease that you were used to, but you can’t. Because your inner self shows you that that way is old, untrue, and limited. You have to let it die.

The process is gradual. At first, you stop thinking from time to time. Then you struggle in the middle. A bit scared of finishing tearing up the last parts of your old mental structures. Willing, for a moment, to keep yourself safe. To then realize that the scope of that safety is just an illusion. And you take a deep breath. And you smile because you are ready. And you know that this is not something you have “to do” or achieve in life because you have become Life itself. And there is no need to show anyone what you have broken through because you already are all the characters of the story. 

As I go through, I believe the challenge is to resonate and keep yourself in that tune in everyday life. However, there is a point, and I feel I am at that point myself, where you realize there is no turning back. It is not even possible.

The eye that has opened is immortal. 

To be Willing to see through that eye, that is the question.